点点滴滴。。。
何谓点点滴滴？？？

什么是点点， 什么又是滴滴？？？

有些话我知道我理因不能说，不该说，但我想说。因为我希望说了，它会成真。。。
有些话我很想说，也应该说，但我不敢说。因为我怕说了，却证实了它是真的。。。
我到底该不该说？。。说与不说。。。已经不再重要了。。。
因为其实没人愿意听我说。。。


说与不说。。。从一个朋友那儿看来的。。。
刚开始时我在想人生就看你自己怎么选择。。。
要或者应该说时你就说啊。。。
不要或者不应该说时你就别说啊。。。
但怎知到头来我最后的看法却是可悲到这个程度。。。那就是说与不说对我来说已经不重要了。。。
因为更本没人听我说。。。

After few weeks and days...finally i'm back to this special corner of mine...
i was always wondering am i a good guy???or actually i'm so so so bad...
can anyone out there give me an answer...
i just need a simple one of "yes" or "no"
the simpler things that u ask for, the harder u can get to have it...

who am i???
what have i done???
where should i go???
how did i go so far???
why am i here???...

all this question started they wonderful party in my brain make me wonder so much...
when time go on and go on...i'm stil wondering that am i started getting answers that i've asking for long long time ago...or actually i get mad...who knows...
yet no one can give me the amswers that can calm me down or to relieve the pain inside the deepest bottom of my heart...
why my almighty god jesus have to create such a thing called question mark...???
i can't figure it out...then i knew that, i...a poor poor people that think so much that i think i could but actually i can do nothing more not even to take a simple breath if "HE" don't let me to do so...