This is ME....

i'm getting better today...at least i can eat more things than just that simple and empty porridge...
but just the nightmare's over......here comes another...argh!!!!! it's mid term test...
i'm gonna have one of my mid term test tomorrow morning...yet the exam period that i hate the most...==> "morning" i hate having exam in the morning...coz, i sure can't have a nice dream the moment i wanna go to bed and this affect lots of my brain performance...coz the brain cell can't get the rest time that they wan, then for sure they wouldn't co-operate with me...but...what can i do???...haiz...

i'm getting sick recently, when i go to see doctor days b4, after the inspection, the doctor show me the digital termometer, it show the number of 38.1 degree celcius....
the moment i saw it....i almost get shocked...coz who knows i might get denggi again, one of my friend just recovered from this bad disease...and i did suffered from this disease once b4...

fortunately, the doctor ask me not to "think too much"...[ too much...too much...](it's a song somebody may know this song) then she just try to give me some medicine, and lastly she told me to drink more water, and if my fever don even recover a bit, i must go back to her as soon as possible...

then later i ask for injection, but she rejected me...she explained to me that injection's not the most effective way...and the effectiveness of taking injection can only last for 5 hours...

Then i go back wif the medicine that cost me about 40++... stil thinking of wanna get the injection...the first thing i back home is wait for my beloved girlfren's porridge, then next is those medicines....

during the night i can't sleep...it's like many things come over in my brain, i just can't control...it's like my first time to encounter this situation, but i can't figure out wat am i thinking about...keep suffering til the next morning i awake then i knew it...

the thinking that bothering me the whole night is just when am i gonna recover...why my roommate and housemate like to spend their time overnight ...who is gonna help me up in my assignments and project...how am i to organize my time well...what am i suppose to do...when should i start to plan my time...where can i go to get rid of these messy problems....

haha..but at last, at the early in the morning, i decided...to start my life all over again...
heard like it sounds easy right haha...but practically it's totally not ez...hehe but anyway, i have to do so...so for those who know me...have to pray hard for me ya ...dude...nowadays i used to called my frens...dude...